Yeah, i cut myself, smoke, drink, pop pills, do pot, and attmepted suicide.
but im scared of death.
yeah ive been abused by my parents, physically and emotinally
but when the doctor tole me if i make it to 30, im lucky
i cried. is that normal?
i have to find a hiding place inside my own skin. and it scares me.
i cant be myself. not even when im alone.
because im ashamed of myself.
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