I wish people would see behind the tears. Behind my fake smile. Behind everything!
Remember when i told you i stopped cutting?
yeah. i lied
Remember when i told you i was done with drugs?
i lied again.
AND DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN YOU ASKED HOW I LOST WEIGHT?
AND I TOLD YOU THAT IVE BEEN RUNNING?
well... you didn't catch that lie, didja?
Ive been making myself throw up.
i just wish people would care enough to LOOK beyond everything.
you are beautiful just the way you are dear. throwing up won't just make you skinnier, it'll become a disease, another thing you put yourself through that won't help.
ReplyDeleteComing from someone who has suffered from an eating disorder for 10 years, I know telling you to stop won't do anything. If you need someone to talk to, comment on here and tell me and I'll give you my email. Sometimes it's easier talking to a stranger, someone who has been there... and experienced things I hope no one else ever has to.
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