Perfect.

I cant be perfect. i cant make everyone happy., being myself is so hard.
i just want to give up, but people think im so strong...
see im trying to please people again.
I lost my faith. i lost my hope.

im just not MEJRA anymore. i pretend to be happy and NO ONE sees through it, but one person and i just push her away more and more
Even im ashamed of myself. hearing my dad and mom cal me , "fat, ugly, a whore" and other things everyday, make me start to believe it, and when they act like they love me and then break my heart again, it makes me believe in love less and less. i just dont know what to turn too, b/c i always seem to get let down, or let someone down.

im sorry i cant be perfect.