Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Am I Just Talking To Myself?

Why do i feel so alone? I have so many "friends" who "care" about me, but i feel so alone.
I'm lying to myself, im crying out for help, i just dont seem to be able to help myself.
I feel so fake, i hate everything I've become.
I've lost the people i care most for.
I have this thing against people, i cant seem to trust them
because every single person I've trusted stabbed me in the back,
i dont even trust people when they say something like
"oh sorry, i fell asleep" i think "oh, this person just doesn't want to talk to me"
But i keep getting my heart broken,
yeah it might be your lie, but its my heart and feelings on the line.
and when you judge me, it doesn't help.

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